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[15 May 2004|01:50pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Well, if you didn't get my post 230498234 years ago, my new LJ is voiceof_treason (because some obviously did not).

Take it to heart

[11 Apr 2004|12:40am]
[ mood | bored ]


Christina has a new eljay! To replace this 'un! It's the exact same as this one, layout and icon and all, just...different name. VeroniquesFlute is quite teh dorky and whatnot, and besides, I'm turning over a new leaf or supposedly...heh. Besides, this one has a lot of immature crap and stupid-ness on it, therefore I be switching. I'll still have this one but probably never ever update it. ^_^

Oh! The new eljay is


So add it! :)
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[10 Apr 2004|10:57pm]
[ mood | high ]

Yay! People really do care, they actually look at/steal my surveys! I feel important, I really do.

Actually I'm just happy because tonight was AWESOME! Except for...hormonal crap. No, not IT but...oh, feelings. If you saw/see my away message you'll see.

JT and I went Summiting and I bought blink-182's self-titled album, w00t w00t. "Down" is my next-to-favorite song after "I Miss You", and then "Fallen Interlude." JT got a Björk live DVD thingy at Coconuts (I got blink-182 at Barnes and Noble), and then we went to Abercrombie & Fitch to get him some clothes - he got 3 outfits for $300 total. Yeesh. And I thought American Eagle Outfitters in NY was expensive...

But! The clothes are teh awesome and I am teh happy. After that my mom picked me up and I walked in a puddle (stupid me wore sandals and yes, Liz, my pink outfit ^_^) and my sandals are sticky now. My 20-dolla sandals from NY! Poo!! Anyhow, I really don't care, just that they're sticky and dirty-looking.

This is a long-ass entry, but I don't care because I'm happy! If you don't like it, don't read it! It's as simple as that!

ANYWAY! My mom drove to Panera Bread and I got a Greek salad. The guy at the counter that handed me the bag was REALLY hotness galore, and he was like, "Hey! Here you go. Be careful out there." He was like all grinny at me, and Mom said, "I bet he liked you!" Hah, I wish. There was also a SHEXY guy in Abercrombie - you can ask JT, I was drool-y over him. He was...wow.

'Nuff about guys. I am ova Tommy I do believe. Ova...haha that's egg...or something to do with female reproductive system...haha I'm being immature right now, I think...I don't know. I'm giggly. I think I'm high. ???

Pick me up now, I need you so bad.
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[10 Apr 2004|12:17pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Life is good today. It could be better, but it's still good. I'm going driving in a while, after Mom gets her shower. w00t! Then it's off to...somewhere.

JT, when are we going shopping? If you need to get ahold of me and I'm away on Surreal Fallout, just call me on ze cell. You know the number right? Well it'll be on my away message if you don't.

Made a 'bleeding hearts' layout yesterday - I think it's the best one I've ever done (keyword: I've), so kudos to me for looking up different cool codes.

My cat Climber and I just had a conversation.

Climber: Meeeeeow.
Me: Meow?
Climber: Meeeeow!
Me: Meow.

*puts food down and Climber starts eating*

We're tight like that.

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[10 Apr 2004|09:39am]
[ mood | tired ]

I haven't done a survey thingy like this in a while. Gacked off hobbitheart o'course. :)

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I cannot stress the use of apostrophes enough!!! Lord!

When you see through love's illusions there lies the danger
And your perfect lover just looks like a perfect fool

And it's good to see your smiling face tonight.
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[09 Apr 2004|10:20pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Apostrophes are your best friends.

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[09 Apr 2004|05:28pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

Congrats to Alen, who is the "prez" for next year! w00t.

JENNY CAME TO SHADOW TODAY!! Sadly she wasn't my shadow, but we saw each other and talked in Biology, which was *gasp* a free block, which means catching up! I learned that Mr. Pendleton, my former Lit teacher and homeroom, was a HAIRDRESSER now. HAHAHA. But he was cool. But Jenny and I talked about 20394801 things...the art group needs to get together again!

Hmm, Jenny told me that Salem told her to tell me that he was sorry...HAH! I wonder what he wants now. Though, Inez said that in the summer he was talking about my eyes (something about them)...I hope hope hope he doesn't still like me. 'Cause that would be depressing...the only guy that likes me = Salem? Ugh ugh. Let's hope he's just wanting to mend the past or whatever, AHEM.

Okay, I'm tired (just took a 2-hour nap) and my mind is like nnnnnnnnng so I'm going to end this entry. And it's not like anyone really cares anyway. Or knows what the hell I'm talking about.

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[08 Apr 2004|04:34pm]
3rd and last time updating...sorry.

Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why?

It's offical - God hates me.
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[08 Apr 2004|03:38pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]

What's the big deal with this change war thing going on? Ten bonus points won't REALLY help your grade THAT much in the long run, since it's worked into the percentage grade. Yeesh.

You know what? I'm just sick of people. Sick of guys. Sick of breathing. Sick of being sick. Sick of being exhausted. Sick of guys - oh wait, I mentioned that one already. I'm sick of being ignored and interrupted ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And my dad is a loser. RAWR! Even my mom said he's being durrrrrrrr today. So see I'm not the only one.

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[08 Apr 2004|03:31pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Ugh, I don't feel like writing about today. Let's face it people, I am exhausted and still haven't quite caught up on sleep from New York. That's why there's this weekend. ^_^

AND! There IS nothing to do this weekend, so if anyone wants to go see a movie or walk around somewhere or ANYTHING, IM me or comment or something...pleeeease. I beg of you, there be nothing to do up in this joint.

Okay, never again will I ever say that.

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[07 Apr 2004|06:45pm]
[ mood | happy ]

These aren't all the pictures (nothing could beat out Tommy's 232 pictures I don't think), but here you go. They started going grainy towards the end.. *shrug*

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[07 Apr 2004|05:42pm]
[ mood | heehee. ]

Today stuff happened.

  • Got make up work for A-days.
  • Stefani Slaughter likes the Moody Blues and I'm going to burn her the two CDs of theirs I have.
  • I have a new favorite song even though it's been my favorite before.
  • My French name is too long.

    Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
    Your best friend always sticking up for you
    Even when I know you're wrong
    Can you imagine no first-dance, freeze-dried romance
    Five-hour phone conversation
    The best soy latte that you've ever had...

    ...and me?

    And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself?

    Yeah yeah, I know it may "suck" to some of you (COUGH COUGH) but hey, it's my LiveJournal.

    And in my LJ I'm going to post pics from New York in an entry in a few minutes. ^_^
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    [06 Apr 2004|10:08pm]
    [ mood | horny ]

    Okay, fine, Rachel C. and Tommy and Jaki win..sheesh. My new screen name is Surreal Fallout. So...add it! Haha Rachel K., I understand about your indecision-nessosity, I was the exact same way...haha.


    Who will you be stuck with at end of time? by chi_a_baidh
    Your name is
    Your sex is
    Your favorite color is
    You are stuck there becauseeveryone else died due to the wrath of God
    For _____ years5
    He/She will think you arebeautiful
    You willmake a coconut radio
    Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!


    Just like a penguin in bondage, boing...
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    [06 Apr 2004|03:32pm]
    [ mood | tired ]

    Yeah, one more update. I made a list of possible new screen names so comment, tell me your favorite...they're all from Gutterflower lyrics, different songs... except for maybe two, I dunno...I put a star by my personal favorites. One I just made up because I'm just good like that I guess. ;)

    They're all not spaced but, you know, it wouldn't necessarily be like that or whatever...

  • SomethingICantBe
  • LookSoLonely
  • *FeelYouFalling
  • AllYouNeed
  • *ThoughtILostYou
  • *SurrealFallout
  • FoundLoveTooLate

    Hey, these lyrics kind of relate to me right now. Or, vice versa. Whatever.

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    Kudos to you if you can figure this one out.
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    [06 Apr 2004|03:28pm]
    [ mood | lethargic ]

    nothing really happened today...nothing really to update about.

    I'm beginning to like B-days more and more better. ^_^

    Ugh, too bad tomorrow's a stupid retarded A-day.

    Oh, and new layout.

    Take it to heart

    [05 Apr 2004|08:47pm]
    [ mood | pissed off ]

    Well, since 3 people already found out because SOMEONE just had to go announce it!!


    (sorry if you didn't want to know, those other 3 didn't either.)

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    [05 Apr 2004|06:27pm]
    [ mood | hopeful ]

    *jumps up and down* I forgot!!!

    On Ellis Island a bird pooped on me, Becca and Emily..it got a tiny bit in my hair and some on my shirt, and some on Becca's purse (that was the nastiest)...and some got in Sara's coffee or whatever I think...it was disgusting. I was thinking, Hey, it's raining! and then with a horrible BAM I realized, Ugh, it's not rain, is it...

    Ugh ugh.

    AND! Sarah and I wear our sunglasses at night!!!

    Take it to heart

    [05 Apr 2004|05:32pm]
    [ mood | blah ]

    Jackson Browne is my best friend and I've found another favorite song by him.

    Anyhow! How is everyone? Great. Sorry I didn't get anyone souvenirs - there wasn't much time and when there was we were rushing (Tommy and I trying to find music stores, etc.)

    Got the NY pics developed - will put them on here later.

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    [05 Apr 2004|02:35pm]
    [ mood | sleepy ]

    Holy God, I hate to check my friends' page...and I hate hormones. And being a girl. And having old feelings coming back.

    New York updatage time!!!!!!!!

    Time supposed to leave: 6:00 p.m.
    Time actually left: around 7:30 or so (p.m.).

    Day 1 - Got the first flat tire on bus #1 (I was on bus #3, sitting next to Sarah, in front of Tommy and Sarah sat in front of Jon Meads) 10 miles north of Trussville, which figures. Sat there about 3 hours. Watched Disney movies on the way there, and Tommy acted crazy when he wasn't reading Naruto mangas. Then...oh I can't remember. Anyway, we finally arrived in New York around eh, I can't remember. Around 1 or 2 PM I think. The bus ride there was quite fun, as implied. Saw about 30 Secret Window posters and a HUGE Lord of the Rings: Return of the King poster. Took pictures. We took a group picture in Times Square. Brian and Tommy both used me to get up which WASN'T FUN! So thanks a lot guys! I love you both too!!!! Rawr! It pissed me off.

    Then we went to Hard Rock Café and I bought a pretty shirt. Ate a Caesar salad. Wore Tommy's jacket because mine wasn't warm enough. Then he took it back. The restrooms were so hilarious!! This woman would put the soap in your hands and turn on the faucets and give you paper towels and you could put perfume on yourself!! It was so great!!

    Went to the hotel. Got rooms. Stuff happened. Too tired to go into details.

    Day 2 - I think we went to Lincoln Center thing? Anyway, I'm going to say we did just for the sake of saying we did. Our schedule got mixed around since we arrived so late. We first went to Lincoln Center I think (I canNOT remember, this is so sad) and I saw Julliard, the best place ever for ballet peeps! (well most), and the Metropolitan Opera house. I was the only one in our group thing that took ballet. Oh, and Sarah overcame my stubbornness. Thanks again. :) Um, then we walked around and did tour thingy. Our tour guide was cute. ^_^

    OH! And we went in St. John the Divine Cathedral and it was so b-e-a-utiful, I started crying because I'm such a dork. I really do think I lived in the Middle Ages in a previous life. (Dork here)

    Ground Zero was just like a giant hole or something, with stuff all around. Took pictures of different things. We did stuff, I can't really remember much about the 2nd day except in the evening.

    Went to Jekyll and Hyde's and it was great, they were like, "Milady, would you like something to drink?" and it was so great, I was like "MILADY! AHHH! *ecstasy*" haha since you know, the medieval thing...anyway. We then changed clothes for Broadway and I got quite paranoid...of things...

    PHANTOM OF THE OPERA was so much better than expected (and that's saying a lot because my expectations were quite high). I nearly cried at the end AND the girl's name was Christine AND she took ballet! But I saw a lot of parallels besides those between me and her. Had to pee so bad by intermission...at least I was one of the first ones in the bathroom, thank God for that. And then we went back to the hotel I think...if not I can't remember what the hell happened.

    Oh, I think we went to the Empire State Building sometime that day. I can't remember, like I said. As I said to Sarah just a few minutes ago, my brain is quite mush.

    Day 3 - Got 2 1/2 hours of sleep. What fun. Took fun pictures. We went shopping then to Seaport thing, where I walked around with Tommy and ate with Tommy (Subway) and then we parted ways because I figured he was tired of me walking with him (I would be tired of walking with me too) and then I went to American Eagle Outfitters and bought a skirt, shirt and sandals for $70.58. SEVENTY BUCKS FOR THIS OUTFIT! The sandals alone were 20 bucks. How stupid is that.

    Ahh! And sometime in there we went to Times Square to shop for an hour and 45 minutes I think it was..well I went with Tommy (my bestest friend. haha) and we went to Virgin music store to look for Naruto/Legend of Zelda/Phantom soundtracks and they didn't have them. SO we spent x amount of minutes searching for Colony. My God, guys are so stubborn. Tommy wouldn't ask for directions so *sigh* I had to (I swear to Buddha!) and this nice street vendor guy helped us. So we went there and I bought sheet music for Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata which is 5 pages long. Yay.
    Then went to John's Pizzeria and eventually found a place to sit/eat.

    Went to see Aida, which is a pretty plotless story or whatever but the songs were good.

    Somewhere in there we went to the Statue of Liberty and Ellis Island and Johnny Mac was scaring off birds - me, Rebecca and Emily I think got pictures of that, and I got a picture of his ice cream (the Ice Cream from New York as I dubbed it). The ferry was fun but the toilets were ghetto - you had to hold down the flusher thing until it flushed. HAH!

    The ride back!
    Well. Where to start. We got off to a good start but as soon as we exited the Lincoln Tunnel our bus died. We all figured we ran out of gas but the bus driver started it up again but soon it died once more. We arrived at this truck-stop like place, a little convenience store like place with a huge eating area in another building next to it. Made myself comfortable there and talked with Liz, JT, Katie, Jon Meads, Andrew Heckathorn, Chris Griffin and...that's all I can remember.

    Heh, funny stuff happened.

    Then serious stuff happened and I got worried and nearly cried (for the 2398480234 time). So, we found out what happened was a broken water hose and we had to pile onto other buses. I sat next to Joseph Merkerson on the soul train...it was pure torture. Not sitting by him, just the fact that it was the Soul Train.

    GUESS WHO GOT ANOTHER FLAT TIRE!!!!! BUS 1, the one I was on! So there was another 2 or 3 hours down the drain. Then I joined a small crowd over at this ancient machine near Roanoke, Virginia (the crowd included Tommy) and we watched people try to get things out of it but the small little crane was so ghetto..haha. In the end, this trombone guy (I forgot his name, JT help me out..short and blonde, not Moses) got a PURPLE Hot Wheels convertible. Haha, congratulations.

    THEN! yet ANOTHER bus got a flat tire! (Bus 4 this time). So there we have it.

    Time scheduled to be home: 3:00 PM
    Time actually arrived: 4:something AM

    What "fun."

    Now I shall go; this entry is long enough.

    (I like someone else now...someone I haven't in a while...and it's not Chris Griffin or any of my previous obsessions).

    And I'm fixing my profile for my AIM screen name but be counting on a new one soon, I don't know, the xStarlitxTearsx isn't quite working out for me. Maybe just Starlit Tears or something...I dunno, it won't be anything different, just minus the x's, they're..whatever.

    And, you people need to stop spreading rumors. It's not nice, and needless to say YOU NEED TO TALK TO THE PERSON before spreading them. Katie, I'm not talking about you, you weren't spreading it (she just told me what it was going around) but seriously...get a life and stop spreading stupid retarded rumors. Just stop.

    I know I did before but I learned my lesson and I'm sorry. You won't hear anything from me ever again.

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    [30 Mar 2004|04:19pm]
    [ mood | cold ]

    I have the song "Warp to World 69" in my head because I just was listening to it. I blame Tommy, of course, because he introduced me to the hilarious-o song. It's about Super Mario and...well, you can guess from the title.

    Save the princess quick
    Because she wants a dick...

    Today nothing really interesting happened...

    Bice - Got papers back. On my narrative I got a 45/50 on it (^_^) and she said at the bottom of the third page (my last page) MUCH BETTER!, which made me feel lots better. ^_^ again. Then we read poetry. Normally it would have been okay but I didn't get much sleep last night so I nearly fell asleep. Liz and I wrote stuff on paper and then notes (to other people) and then just sat there. Oh, then we started reading the poems we're doing for the research papers due 4/27 (ugh) in Valley-girl (no, not a girl that goes to Valley... a PREP voice) voices. It was really funny.

    "Like, I didn't stop for this guy named death but he like, like stopped for me! And we were driving around in his car...and I missed cheerleading practice to be with this Death!"

    Shields/Martin - since we're learning all about CPR and that stuff, we went to Coach Martin's room. He's SCARY! But he's funny too. Anyway. And I told about when I was choking on that hard candy in the airport and Dad did the Heimlich Maneuver on me...

    ...then he said we're going to be getting the certification thingys Friday, but three of us in the room (Jessica, me, Katie) were going to be gone for band (WOOT! 25 hours and 30 minutes left and counting bi-otches!!) so we'll have to get certified with the Shades Valley Health class people. That should be "fun" (not). Considering I hate all but about 4 people in Shades Valley (if you don't know who you are by now...)

    Beeton - Dissected pigs today. Don't see what the big deal was - o'course we dissected a pig last year. I guess I was just used to it? Ugh, my hands STILL smell faintly like latex gloves even though I put on 3 different lotions. How stupid.

    Band - Gumina was pissed off sorta. But not much. I guess. Whatever, we just played...what else is new? Passed *someone* (gee I don't know who she's talking about!) on the stairs...that's about it.

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